New blogger layout

Okay, I was shocked when I was prompt with the "welcome" of the new layout, decided to try it and it's quite confusing. I think need sometime to adjust a little.

Been quite sometime since I've blogged but ya, randomly felt like blogging (:

I've got this feeling that I lost the ability in doing things that I used to have..
As times passes, things really change bit by bit, only if you notice.. unless it would be quite drastic when you found out too late.

Something is really wrong with me..
I don't feel good about being me now, very.
Tired of me being like this, so damn-negative.

Can I just leave?

My 21st Birthday

Venue : Costa Sands Pasir Ris

Date/Time: 24 March, 6.30pm onwards

Theme: Nil

(It's an advanced celebration)

I must say I was pretty touched to see people who did not RSVP yet turned up (:

& to everyone who turned up, a really big thank you! You made this event/celebration special. It was a unforgettable experience.

My first time organising such event/celebration, never in my life I have got myself chalet and all. Planning was pretty smoothly done, thanks to friends that helped me! I think the decoration took up most part of it because that's what I worried most. They were awesome. They includes my boyf, tj, robin, mike & amily+bf :D Thanks for coming over earlier to help me with it!

I think I gave myself too much stress on planning that I really worry about almost everything. To me, it's not just about ordering buffet, inviting people and decoration only. It is more like everything, everyone who comes must be entertained/enjoyed and it's also about coordinating with every single thing... I stressed too much on everything. I even thought of giving up on planning this 21st party.

Now that I look back, I still feel blessed. I'm glad I did not drop the idea. Once in a lifetime thingy, you gotta do it to know the feeling I'm feeling!

Thank you photographer Bee & Amily :D

Thank you Bestf for the beautiful cake and the effort you made collecting the weigh-3kg-cake!

Thank you Boyf, Ivan and Yu Xuan for helping me with the things that were running low/out (ice,drinks,etc.)!

Thank you Mei Xin for doing my make-up!

Thank you cousin & aggy+clique for the pretty helium balloon! My love!

Thank you mummy and korkor for getting my the stuff I needed!

Thank you everyone who turned up!

Thank you people for making the day specially memorable!

Last but not least, Thank you people who wished me :D

P.S. Last Last but not leastttttttttttt ... MY GUEST BOOK NICELY DONE BY VIVIAN <3

TADAHHHHHHHH!

View my photos here : http://www.facebook.com/media/set/?set=a.10150779551903939.467764.605318938&type=3

Some thoughts...

Not feeling good on the first week of the month till now..

There's many thoughts that just come altogether, some flashback come into play. I think I need more courage to put them aside one by one back into the "box" again. Many things got cocked up as usual. Example like the Open House 2012. Didn't plan till the very last minute. I don't really like to plan things because I have too high expectations for what I am going to plan. I am not Virgo but I'm someone who expect things to be near to perfect. I am stressed up when things don't turn out to be what I pictured. There's one more thing I need to plan which gonna make me go even more haywire but whatever. Gonna just plan it and get over it.

I need to stop comparing

Need to stop feeling inferior